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2008-08-26 (12:36 PM) - #1

 

今日完全地發左顛............. 痴Q左線...
所有既事都好似不正常地發生..... 或許時鐘都就快逆時針走
正如太陽從西邊升起一樣...... 我個腦痴埋左一舊...

所有自我本能和反應....全部都超乎意料之外....

我竟然唔想食野.... 我竟然明明肚餓但一見到任何野食都有唔想食野的感覺
我竟然沖左杯咖啡成日係個杯度...唔想飲..... 我竟然連麥當勞餐甚至薯條都唔想食
我竟然見到一個人.... 我竟然會有這樣的反應....我竟然控制唔到我個腦諗咩
我竟然仲因為呢個人流好多好多既眼淚.... 我竟然仲識得喊....
我竟然............ .... ..... ..... ..... .......... .......... ......... .......... ..... .... ....... .... ... ....... ....... .....

忘了.忘不了

呀~~~~ 好想尖叫好想發洩想飲酒

我以為...我已經把事情把那個人淡忘
我以為我不會再因為那個人流眼淚
我以為我不是那麼想見到那個人
我以為那個人在我命裡已經沒有威力
我以為我們可以簡單地打招呼
我以為神經痛的感覺已經離我遠去
我以為我腦裡的事情隨著時間已經變得模糊
但........ 原來一切一切依然歷歷在目
原來掛念的感覺依然存在依然清晰


2008-08-24 (2:30 PM) - #2

 

勤力的星期日!! 又去了city練野... 不過今天deann不在哩
唔講以為我地真係讀city... 其實只是斗著膽子去唔係自己地頭的地方... haha
幸好... 呢排都成日去.... 有些人們都認得我地了........

練完..... 食了每次經過時都會停下來望的cova dessert buffet

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nice dina! nice chat!..... cat問了一句... 正中下懷的問題...
我想了良久..... 說了很多廢話.... 心裡其實早已有了答案..........

 *為何離別了 卻願再相隨
     為何能共對 又平淡似水
     問如何下去 為何猜不對
     何謂愛 其實最愛只有誰

     任每天如夢過去 沉默裡任寒風吹
     誰人是我一生中最愛     答案可是絕對

p.s. 明天考試la..... pre-pro 朋友仔加油!!!! ^^
最希望希望自己唔好發考試瘟就ok.... 

PK la..... 3點幾喇都仲未訓..... 明天返工呀考試呀跳舞呀... 點死呀仲訓唔著....><
怪就怪cova咖啡的累事............shit* aiya.....以後8點後唔好比我飲咖啡!!


2008-08-23 (12:45 PM) - #3

 

這是我今天的玩具!!! 該沒人相信是用紙摺出來的嘛~*
沒錯..... 全餐都是紙造的.... 包括可樂呀.. 紙巾.. 薯條.. 甚至托盤都是! 
好靚呀可~^^ 花了我一晚半晚時間哪...
....哈...... 自我娛樂也超開心的........

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2008-08-23 (2:25 AM) - #4

i m feeling so good today..!!!

i feel so satisfy with the job i m working now.....
satisfying work requested. that i would love to do with satisfying payment...
i can meet new teachers new friends... even someone who danz also!
the workmates are mostly friendly nice and young and easy... i m trying to make fd wif them
and i love the post i m working.... AS a MUSIC Teahcer!!!
i can stick to the piano everyday... plus..... some more easy job in office..
and..... i can leave on time everyday!!! i feel so free to walk around in the school
since the day i start working up to now... i feel so happy to work here!!
oh my god .... hv to keep this feeling up.... i hv to treasure wt i got now~!!
for already two weeks.. i can say that... i certainly love to work here...
(maybe some contrast with the old place i work la... definitely a hell and a heaven)

wanna focus on my work now........

i still luv u ... but perhaps not in that way........
...maybe the same as u... i luv myself more.... and hv to treat myself beta
....byebye you..........

最近驚覺....人隨日月年華的經過...心思的轉變很多
偶爾感到的迷失...挫敗...壓力...承受...一切一切都在經歷當中
到最後.... 每次每次..... 令自己感存在的地方都在家裡
小時候從不會說不面對不承認.... 然而現在... 我很想說一句...
無論世界怎樣變.. 這溫暖幸福的家令我感覺到自己的存在和被厚待

Finally, i think that i can find myself back....
i know.... me and myself.... trying to love and treasure wt i hv now
still learning to treat everybody beta.. luv everybody who luv me*
....be a playful but good girl......*

 


2008-08-22 (2:09 AM) - #5

 

噢... 掛 9 號波喔..........
又無左pre pro.. 點解又係我地ga... 好想上
last 一堂....... 又係 like u'll never see me again
我最鐘意的一首歌...... 無得跳...唔開心....

呢幾日都好似有野做.... 夜返屋企... 無打xanga..
我地隻舞終於排好.... 仲有不少人睇過..
feed back都ok... 有地方要再好d..我地都知既...
不過都ok la...仲有幾日....有得進步是好事.....

哈..... 頂.... 又打風.... 個高清比上次個8號打壞左...
...岩岩先整返......睇下今次會唔會壞..... 唔係又無得睇

救命呀.... 喉嚨痛..... 塭釀左幾日.... 今日好痛呀..
仲要肚痛tim........ 而家都忍受到既....
但係...... pk... 唔好惡化ah.... 無醫生睇呀今日


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